u said things r too complicaed in life, that u hav found the joy n purpose in life, n things r never that complicate. wel... 1st u freaked me out abit, n after the fact that u said u wer emy guru, that just made me speechless.
anyway, ur not the guy for me, cos u dont feel the way i feel about u. i have finall accepted that fact tonight n i feel alot freeier that i've been for awhile. i dont feel burdened down by a friendship that i wasnt sure about. u r simple n u mae me see that, but somehow im still not buying that ur a guru n spreading the knowledge to others part. but everyone has their own opinions i guess.
i loved u! i dont regret it but i do wished that it felt more more to me. that there was more to it then just lust but i honsetly dont think so. so sad to say, i've learnt things the hard way. to never fall so hard for anyone. to never rush n think once be4 over thinking n complicating urself.
ur one of the most unforgetable ppl n i've met in my life n u hav played an important role, but sad to say i dont see ur role in my life much more cos im sensing ur going a diff direction n our paths part not long after.
u've been a good friend walking me this part life, but i need to go now n take other risks n tries.
once upon a time u were my shining knight, a fairy tale i could never have. but all fairy tales r never real n they always come crashing down to a unhappy ever after. i loved u, bu now i dont... i've let go n u have a long time ago. i dont really know u anymore n i dont think i ever will now. u were once my friend but u found ur own way that is very different from mine, so farewell to my dear... my once upon a time...
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