never saw this coming,

never would i thought such a thing would happen to u, n of all days, my birthday.

i thought u were just busy and stressed out studying when i din hear from u, tho it hurt, i din wanna

be clingy.

when u called n told me what u've been thru within 24 hours, shock, pain and sadness hit all at once.

i was almost lost for words.

im keeping u in my prayer every night, and i long with all my heart to see that day that everything

will be as how it was, when exams was the most stressful thing in our lives.

i love u n im always going to be here for u.

im not going anywhere unless u tel me to.

i miss u terribly n all i can think off right now is how much i wanna see u n just hug u telling u its

gonna be alrite.

im close to tears as i think of

how severe the situation is.

pls take care of yourself, and i hope that everything will be alright soon.