its funny how i think about u now, how now that its over, that im with someone else but of all times, u just ran thru my mind n i wonder how r u doing? i noe u prob hate me rite now, i dun blame u, i never will if u do. all d songs that we use to play r playing thru my headphones n it remindsme how our new years eve was like. do u remember? i remember d song try playing n we kissed by d wall in ur room, just d 2 of us, like d whole world ceased to exist. im sorry i was cruel, im sorry i was cold, i really dinno how to tell u that there was someone else.
n of all ties d day be4 my econs exam 2moro i think of u, d way we used to be, how i felt be4 n way d real thing dare i say love felt. cos i did fell in love, i loved the way u loved me. but love alone wasnt strong enough to keep us alive. to me from not falling out of it with u. u were d same boy i fell for, i wasnt d same girl. i noe i hurt u, it wasnt easy for me as wel.. i noe u dont believe this but i had so much thought be4 that, so much tears that i would flood my pillow, ur d only one hu i can cry my heart out n yet love u just as much.
just because i broke it off, doesnt mean i din bleed. u dont noe how much of a part u played in my life, n for that i thank u. believe me when i said i never saw our goodbye, i never pictured it as i did. im sorry i crushed ur fairy tale, ur best companion, for not keeping promises. i loved u n i wish u all d best in life. smile n stay positive, i noe u'll find someone better den me. take care, n i will stalk u on fb form time to time. :P
