Tuesday, May 4, 2010

HOME SICK


i tot i could count on u, guess i was wrong. its the simple things that count, gues ur right, i dont know u at all. i should stop acting like i do cos i thought i did. i'll rather be a nerd at home than to hang out with u till late, cos i just realised what i meant to u. im upset, can u blame me? u could hav FREAKIN replied 1 of my texts. just so i know, but u had me waiting till after dinner time. i dont even wanna talk now.

i miss home, i miss knowing ppl n driving to places to get my own food. i miss walking to the shops when i cpulsnt drive. i miss my darlings who would be there for me n the times we hanged out. i miss my sisters no matter how much they annoyed me, i miss my cell memebers n youth group. i miss being in FAMILIAR TERRITORY! i miss my exbf hu always took care of me, i miss the guy i had a soft spot for n still do.. i wish i had a wish right now, i could use the days where it was simpler than this, the days where i never had to worry about if im having lunch alone, the days where i made friends easily, the times where i din hide in my shell cos i knew what there was to know.


can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars,
i really could use a wish right now..

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